:: Simply Said ::

So! 1st things 1st I definitely got an A on my 2nd History of Western Art Exam... this was a complete shock to me... Speaking of complete shock, I definitely received the sweetest gift possible... speechless.

On another note, I'm really excited for my little month vacation before summer school. Hoping that I will be able to make this trip to Florida soon to visit tha fam && bestie.

As far as now I'm just trying to stay focused on what matters... school basically. Praying for some change in Fall '09...

I realized today that it is truely impossible to please anyone, including myself. I don't like how people take something and turn it into something negative. I also don't like when people give up so easily... I feel like if something is worth having then go for it... If you give up, it will be gone.

:: 04.29.09 ::

On a brighter note :: 1/6 papers - dunzoo!

Yea im happy as hell, but the other 5 are gonna be painful!

Other than that... Imma turn to my nerd side && say that I cannot wait for Wolverine to come out this weekend... && as I announced today on Facebook :: I made it a wholeee semester without breaking or dislocating anything! Congrats to me!! This is the 1st semester everrr! If you know me you will know why Im so happy ; )

Excited about tomorrow, its reading day which means take your books to the pool && relaxxx. Much needed.

Back to writing & designing... (fun? i know...)

live :: art :: love **muah**

:: Moving Backwards ::

So not cool... the point of my life was to move forward. I can't say that I'm trying my best & I can't say that I'm not trying at all. I have a lot going for me, I have people in my life that care about me and would never do anything to hurt me. But I still choose to involve myself with those who have hurt me. Is this just a female trait? Or is it just choosing feelings over what matters? What matters is me living my life drama free, and not getting hurt. So yea... this is definitely "feelings"... I hope its truly worth it all. But I can't say im not prepared to get screwed over..once again.

:: 80'S BABii ::

This just makes me wonder... how bad was I back then? Lol... Kristen still looks the same : )

&& I do have hair now lol...

Aww I miss those days *tear*

::04.21.09::

YAY! I may not look like it in the pic, but im having a really good day {{finally}} : )

I am no longer near death from allergies... special shout out to UWG's clinic! ; )

&& Meggo Preggo's water broke today!!! I am so excited for her & Tony... Baby Darryl will be here soon!!

Other than that, I am starting to realize that life can be so much better after a few minor changes. It took me a minute, but I can see that im getting back to my normal state of happiness. Letting go isn't that bad after all...

Now back to working on my designs...

:: QUESTiON EXiSTiNG ::

People are always quick to say "lifes not perfect" and "people can't be perfect"... but in all reality who really knows the definition of "perfect"?

"To be entirely without fault or defect"... ok, so what if you meet someone who you feel meets those requirements, then why can't they be classified as perfect?

This is something that I just don't understand... Who makes up these requirements that people have to be judged by to be a good person or to get far in life?

Lets take looks into this matter... Not everyone is beautiful.. but once again, what classifies someone as being beautiful? In today's society its hair, skin color, eyes, ass, thighs... So yes, one female may have all of those features, but not the personality to back it up {in my opinion}. So then what are you left with? A beautiful ass girl, with no knowledge, or personality.

So now I wonder, what is it that males look for in a female? A perfect girl that looks good... that seems to be the main attraction now a days... and I can also say that is what females look for in a male.

PERSONALLY... with me its personality before looks, BUT im going to take this another route to get a more understanding....

A male may look at me... see a cute face (if thats what they see), nice body (once again..up to them)... and i nice ass personality {which I have been told by many ; )}. So yea, im going to go ahead and classify myself as "wifey material"... Im open, and honest. I fight for whats mine. I stay away from drama, but never back down. Im educated, and come from a family full of strong women. So whyyyy is it that men pass up my type, for the next girl that may POSSiBLY be beautiful/pretty to them... but who's personality is nowhere compared to mine?

AND THEN... why do people f__k with your feelings? Tell you one thing and do the complete other... BUT keep reasuring you that you are "TOO PERFECT" for them... how are you too perfect for someone is "no one" in the world meets the needs of perfect. THEN while telling you this, they tell you that you deserve some one better...

What if YOU were MY definition of PERFECT?

:: SH0UT-OUT 2 "TEXAZONA" ; ) ::